Evaluating UM as a cult.

The feedback from the Universal Medicine group, its followers, some members of the public and even affected families can give one the impression that there is a question mark remaining over whether Universal Medicine is a cult. There is a general misunderstanding of the nature of cults in the public at large,  however the implacable nature of UM as a cult is not in a shadow of doubt to the well-informed. The only question is, what trajectory is the group following as they tend to have an arc of development?

I’ve cut and pasted a commonly used cult evaluation chart (the FBI have used this for cult evaluation in the US). The higher the score the more potential danger the group poses. Of course, the rankings are subjective and dependent on your knowledge of the group’s machinations. I’ve put my score in bold next to each question. (Don’t let it influence you, which of course is now quite impossible- ah,  the irony)

The commonly held misapprehension is that members are held against their will in a compound or tricked into slavish adherence to the group and its leaders after a honeymoon period. While groups do exist like this, the vast majority of contemporary groups are ‘open cults’. That is, the members more or less function as they would have done before being recruited by the cult. Many cult members ‘feel good’ and this takes precedence over logic and inconsistencies. In the case of Serge ( and like many narcissistic cult leaders) this means ignoring glaring integrity issues and questionable ethics. The accountability website has done an sensational job of highlighting many of those.

Not you're average cult leader
Sorry ladies…not you’re average cult leader
A meme found on the web
A meme found on the web

Members of these groups- UM included- are not aware that theirs is a cult and that their leader suffers from a personality disorder. If they did, then the group could and would not exist. It is in a sense, easier to believe the grandiose claims of the cult leader, than the far simpler truth that their leader has a personality malfunction. The payoff is a sense of purpose, community, and superiority ( poorly masked by love-speak).

At the limits, the metaphoric walls that keep members contained are sets of behviours that are dictated (or offered as choices) by the group ( for UM that is food, music, sport, relationships, sexual behaviour, feminine identity, art, information) and the ‘penalty’ for leaving which is usually a spiritual punishment; the thought of which is ineffable and subsumes the logic of making a rational choice based on the information at hand. In the case of UM this is  bad karma, further bad incarnations, going down the imaginary initiation scale, not becoming an initiate or member of the ‘hierarchy’; and of course rejection by the group mind which is extremely powerful. There exist groups that hold a real gun to their heads of the members, but they are few. The metaphoric gun for modern groups is turning the mind of the follower against itself, by keeping them sufficiently simultaneously dumbly happy and confused therefore disabling their sense of mortal and spiritual danger.

The stakes have risen for Serge in the last year. Rather arrogantly (one of his favourite words) he predicted the ‘new era’ and imagined himself as it’s chief advocate. In his mind Universal Medicine was a growing force ready to take on the world. Instead, he has been met with a steady stream of right-minded criticism and the soured fruits of his efforts- a wall of distraught families and unhappy partners. His medicine has been exposed as a large scale scam and his business practices called into question. Whether he knows it or not, the relevant agencies are aware of his every move and the sins of his the past and present. Long forgotten ghosts no doubt will come back to haunt him. What we need to remain vigilant of now is Serge ratcheting up the rhetoric out of an understandable sense of paranoia and foreboding. He and the group are currently following the cult-under-pressure play book to a tee. And there’s more revelations to come.

For people with loved ones in the group, keep an eye on your family member and remember, arguments won’t get them out. Real love just might.


The Advanced Bonewits’ Cult Danger Evaluation Frame


1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Low High

1 Internal Control: Amount of internal political and social power exercised by leader(s) over members; lack of clearly defined organizational rights for members.        10


2 External Control: Amount of external political and social influence desired or obtained; emphasis on directing members’ external political and social behavior.      8 – increasing steadily with RMRC, womens groups etc


3 Wisdom/Knowledge Claimed by leader(s); amount of infallibility declared or implied about decisions or doctrinal/scriptural interpretations; number and degree of unverified and/or unverifiable credentials claimed.                                                           12- Serge is off the scale here.


4 Wisdom/Knowledge Credited to leader(s) by members; amount of trust in decisions or doctrinal/scriptural interpretations made by leader(s); amount of hostility by members towards internal or external critics and/or towards verification efforts.           12- Serge is off the scale here also

5 Dogma: Rigidity of reality concepts taught; amount of doctrinal inflexibility or “fundamentalism;” hostility towards relativism and situationalism.              12- Serge is also off the scale here ( surprised?)


6 Recruiting: Emphasis put on attracting new members; amount of proselytizing; requirement for all members to bring in new ones.                                     10- UM has a very clever model of focusing on women health issues and word of mouth, plus satellite agencies of ‘practitioners’ that have paid for the privilege to recruit for UM/Serge


7 Front Groups: Number of subsidiary groups using different names from that of main group, especially when connections are hidden.                                        10- Oops like Serge hits the mark here too.                    


8 Wealth: Amount of money and/or property desired or obtained by group; emphasis on members’ donations; economic lifestyle of leader(s) compared to ordinary members.    10- And again… surprising? Not really.


9 Sexual Manipulation of members by leader(s) of non-tantric groups; amount of control exercised over sexuality of members in terms of sexual orientation, behavior, and/or choice of partners.                            12- Yes. He’s a royal flush. His mass scale manipulation of the sexuality of his members is monumental. What he does more privately is yet to be examined.


10 Sexual Favoritism: Advancement or preferential treatment dependent upon sexual activity with the leader(s) of non-tantric groups.             10- Based purely on the pretty girls that stay with the Benhayons sent from overseas and interstate, and the known activity of match-making for his own children, ex-wife and favoured inner members.


11 Censorship: Amount of control over members’ access to outside opinions on group, its doctrines or leader(s).                                       10- Members are told which books to read, to avoid newspapers, dissenting sites, and to clear books they  have to read of bad energy.


12 Isolation: Amount of effort to keep members from communicating with non-members, including family, friends and lovers.                        8- They havent perfected this yet. But they make an effort when they know someone is dissenting.


13 Dropout Control: Intensity of efforts directed at preventing or returning dropouts.   7- Not sure of this internal mechanism.


14 Violence: Amount of approval when used by or for the group, its doctrines or leader(s).   2- That is giving Serge the benefit of the doubt.


15 Paranoia: Amount of fear concerning real or imagined enemies; exaggeration of perceived power of opponents; prevalence of conspiracy theories.       10- Large scale paranoia of imaginary enemies and persecution from past life times.


16 Grimness: Amount of disapproval concerning jokes about the group, its doctrines or its leader(s).                                           10- They don’t like a joke at all.


17 Surrender of Will: Amount of emphasis on members not having to be responsible for personal decisions; degree of individual disempowerment created by the group, its doctrines or its leader(s).                        10- While its alleged it is a choice, that is false. The members are totally dis-empowered from differing opinions to Serge and other members.


18 Hypocrisy: amount of approval for actions which the group officially considers immoral or unethical, when done by or for the group, its doctrines or leader(s); willingness to violate the group’s declared principles for political, psychological, social, economic, military, or other gain.                                  15- Serge’s assertions are completely at odds with his own behaviour past and present.



The Lords of Form and Money for UniMed.

We have endless hours of recordings and notes from Serge’s meetings over the years. There are some common themes that play out over and over, and I’ve picked these to highlight a few. First, Serge is interested in unwavering commitment from his flock. He constantly warns them of the negative consequences of not doing ‘the work’. In fact, we tend to find more negatives than positives on analysis. While the members speak about love, much of it is about fear of prana, dampness, lords of form, bad karma, bad energetic choices and their ramifications and so on.

Secondly, he is very interested in the members money. A lot of time is spent creating negatives around money and extolling the virtues of handing money to Universal Medicine- better incarnations, cleared Karma and other hogwash.

When you read this stuff, it is hard to imagine how the members can say they are not in a cult with a straight face. Enjoy.

5)The Sphere of Grace also builds a Divine wall between you and your karma.


When a person rapes another and then feels sorry because they understand what harm they have done they draw towards them an energy of recognition and they do not have to suffer the same energy being imposed on them. If the person does not understand the extent of the harm they have imposed on another or are in denial that they hurt the other in any way, then more of that same energy (an example was used of “pack energy” say if you were involved in a pack rape ),comes in to fill the vacancy after the act…this energy pushes through you so that karma comes to you by attracting the same act to be done to you giving the physical experience of it in your body , and the memory of it is in your cells. The energy has come back to  give you the full experience and thus is registered in your body and then you know and feel that you could not do that to another .

The entity can come and go and you are left with the karma ,the imprint of your physical ill.

Even if you have a terrible karma and you are in service ,not looking for recognition and identification ,your karma is cleared. Even if you look for recognition much later – you are not Atmic and all the good is undone

If you do something outside your heart – you are harming. If you choose to stay outside your heart  – you embrace evil . Evil is a magnification of the separation from the heart .It is a magnification of an expression that keeps you out of your centre – anything that enhances your spirit  . You can improve your body in the pranic sense- evil is a constant emanation of prana Staying in evil accumulates karma .

Fire deals with what is true, not what is good. Healing is not giving or sending love , it is being love.

Healing is not about being good it is about being true.

When you go into grace you wipe out beds of prana to get back to your soul. When you are emanating from there, from grace ,your energetic space enables your own healing.

Simply put -a person goes into their heart -the activity leaves behind a Grace -you are healing your own Karma.

(EDG notes September 2007)

If you keep your receipts in a shoe box you are hiding everything away.

A manila folder -is open and easy to  add to every day.

Spiking your receipts/ invoices – can’t see the numbers clearly if a spike is through them.

A lot to learn about how we are – if there is harmony in relationship money flows, if communication is open money flows. If not,  aspects where a person is using money in a position of power over another- contraction.

Money shows how you live- is reflected in life. If the way you are earning your money is coming from contraction- no self worth but up for recognition, every time you are paid magnifying self worthlessness.

You are responsible for the energy you are giving money in – if in anger the anger gets circulated through the money.

Intention – why you do something , the truth of why you do something may be contraction.

Money is about life-force, about how you live with your life-force. Saving – all about the intention why and how. Intention – money saved in bank gets lent out 45x… if saved in the energy of fear and someone borrows it to buy a car- your karma as the car gets bought in your fear imprinted in the money.

Money spent on Unimed courses etc.- choosing to spend money on self love.

Money issues around it exposed as not being loving.

Serge worked the price out so that you are only paying for the healing sessions – value the energetic imprint -never charges for accessed information from the Masters.

With a loan from the bank once you get the letter put it on the symbol.

All the money Unimed is creating is going into the clinic- an ongoing thing. The clinic is for everyone.

Serge talked about Wills

If you leave a child $10,000 dollars and the kids spend that money to keep them in recognition and identification – excess – that holds you in contraction in your next life.

If you invest wisely in your will this gives you fire in your next life.

If not you leave behind a constant drain on kidney energy and an imprint of a pranic emanation stopping others from being in their centre.

If you give in sympathy no matter how much you give  esoterically you are drained.

Do you clear it from other past lives?

5points of fire everyday, left behind 10points prana, end of the day 5 points of prana.

If you leave a Will to Unimed and you put a lineal condition that it be used to fund those who can’t afford the courses then that is pranic- putting a lineal condition on a spherical nature, not trusting people will know how to best use it.

Cathars – create a livingness to reincarnate into – that momentum lasted 900years.

We are now starting a new movement and it will not finish like the Cathars as this time nothing will stop the work. As soon as someone really gets and lives the work they become focalisers and will re-incarnate in to other countries becoming a Shamballic point of light on earth spreading all over the world. The student unfolding  will keep coming back into the larger group until you become a developer and then focaliser.

EDG Message 7 – 2010

‘If one places their life-force towards the work of the Hierarchy on Earth, in every way, sensibly so, all of one’s personal needs get taken care of in the appropriate Soul-full manner. This is natural as it is magical under the Law of Magnetic Pull and the Law of Constellation’ – SIB.

A warning … ‘If one measures their commitment and applies that measure to ‘the work’ and thus to the Hierarchy — as in – 1: as my life gets better and ‘the work’ proves itself to me, so too will I commit more to it, and or – 2: when my life has reached that point my spirit set-out to achieve — as in — a better-life, relief, reprieve, improvement of any kind, higher initiation and or any other personal gain etc etc — I will sit back and cruise with it. TAKE CAREFUL AND ASTUTE NOTE THAT — such students, as those in points 1 and 2 above, will fall into one of the greatest hidden long-term traps where one’s re-development/initiation will be stunted for many, many lifetimes by the slow and stealth-like manner the astral forces will regress them back into the damp pranic abyss they once fought hard to arise from. Measuring your life and commitment to ‘the work’ against whatever personal needs one may have as the leading key or point of drive for and towards ‘the work’ attracts the highest forces that are assigned to undermine and attack the work of the Hierarchy … through you, much high astral energy is wielded, for when you wobble, you will, in one way or another, blame ‘the work’ for your woes … and through that blame you will get a large dose of the highest levels of the astral plane.

Measuring your life with ‘the work’ as in – doing enough to feel better, but not enough to upset your partner, your suitable life, or your family, friends, colleagues etc, will have you feeling ‘better’ by the numbness the astral will bring to you. And whilst you may think you are doing ok or progressing esoterically, you are in fact receding back into the damp body the fire once showed you to be in. It pays not to dance alongside the true fiery esoteric work. It is a very harming illusion to do so and one that will take many lifetimes to heal………………………end.

Dear students, Take special note of the above warning. My words will make themselves be known more and more as we head closer to 2012 and beyond. Embracing the fire is the only true healing way forward … all else will merely get you by whilst it builds the new dampness the lords of form have released to counter the greater light of fire/Christ that now so abounds. This new level of dampness is not one to get wrong about if you are in the illusion that you are not part of it. The new ‘damp’ pranic energy is in accordance to my prediction some years ago about the coming new lung ill conditions on Earth. Not only will ill lung conditions increase, they will develop more severely in addition to the coming new forms of them that the specialists are not trained for. The solution – Choose fire — whole-heartedly and never in part Choose fire all the way and do not measure how much it can be in you, but embrace it in full and let it serve as it must to help those who know little of the imprisonment they are in.

From the endless reservoir of Atma and thus with Atmic love, Serge Benhayon

Serge Speak Highlights. Pearls of Wisdom

Pearls of Wisdom from the Master proven to make your head spin.

 We thought we would give you the highlights from a series of notes rather than confuse you with the rather inane and circular ramblings that fill most of the pages of Serge’s EDG sessions. 
For your elucidation and reading pleasure, we present the Best of Serge. A erudite and thoughtful collections of ideas, edicts and oddities.

Serge on Relationships- Let no one accuse Serge of coming between man and woman. He is clearly pro-relationships.

• The majority here on earth cannot see past their hurts and live a life based on needs.
There is no other consistent frame of reference for how life can be lived.
• We are told and accept how to be by the world.
Men say ‘I do’ to society long before any other relationship they may have.
• There are expectations: men are strong, responsible, don’t cry, not sensitive, providers
Women are conditioned to feel inadequate without a man but don’t honor themselves
and accept all the needs from the man which in turn re-affirms the mans behavior back
to himself as being ok.

There is no true love in the relationship only the meeting of needs in an unspoken
• There is no ‘proof’ or ‘role-model’ that shows life can be different
Is it possible that through Serge and the work of universal medicine we have been
shown an alternative way of being that is vastly different to what the majority live on
[Typically subversive logic designed to make the pain of breaking a relationship into a rationale for his destructive relationships messages which clutter all of this sessions, books and audio’s.]

For example if you split up with your partner and this is devastating for you step back
and see truth.
Did you have a real love together? True Love? If this is so then at that
time you had true love which is awesome and if it was true love you can move on
knowing that you can have true love with yourself and anyone and the fact that this
has ended matters not. Or was the relationship really about meeting a need for you
which is now needing because the relationship is over. If this is so then fantastic, it
wasn’t true love anyway and the fact you were carrying a need/hurt has been

exposed which you can let go of and move forward with true love. This requires
[And how woman are repelled by sex, and men are using women]
Meet someone steady and content – What do you do? If you can do it so can I
Be a woman, say to sex  -“ I love you but I don’t love that” the man will either get it (that they are to make love not ‘have sex’) or say “ see you later, I’m out of here”
Women need to present love- say what they feel to be true
Man wants sex to feel good
Woman says- that doesn’t feel good to me 
If you become a woman – no compromising – no contracting, then a man can become a man
Energy between a man and a woman starts building with walking in non-imposing energy, working together, in equal-ness.
Women have to have the power in them to call the guy out, but instead a lot of women are getting sessions to recover from this attitude, and from what life delivers. Whole sessions just to reduce prana, not to increase the fire.
All we have to do is present love.
Build energy together that creates a momentum that is loving and harmonious
Make love [not sex] and celebrate relationships
[And while we are at, lets make sure  men have a negative view of their genitalia and their sexual desire. Naturally woman’s nether regions are sacred, but you’re free to snip away at mens penises just like you might clip your nails]
        We need it for an esoteric life, but if you are not don’t feel that you have to go out and get it
        It is an act that says “I am not here to have animalistic urges; I am here to be Soul-full”
          It is not a Jewish thing they learnt it [note, Serge is Jewish]
          When you enter the physical realm you are saying “yes I have to be physical, have to work with the temporal”
          Have modify some things; cut hair, nails, foreskin. 
          Recognize that we are dealing with an animal body
          Correcting the human thing that is not so perfect
          Men have less sexual drive once they are circumcised
          Female circumcision is not at all Esoteric; woman’ parts are sacred 
 [why is sex drive is seen as bad and the human body is not perfect?  This fits Serge’s life denying doctrine]

Serge on All other modalities- how evil they are,  in order.

There is an enormous amount of Danger or Power in prana.
-your body can either be configured by the outside world – prana, this comes easily or
 be impulsed by the pineal gland – the light of the soul through the lymphatic system
Which you choose determines the way you live and express yourself
-If you choose the latter, your body begins  to reorganise and reconfigure itself (which is more of a struggle)
this is a result of the choices one makes to  go with the impulses from the inner-heart
Esoteric healing -removes prana that keeps you stuck- illness and disease a form of discarding prana, symptoms are not suppressed , soul provides packages for removal.
There are certain modalities that come from the L of F that set you up so that when you come to the Esoteric work you find you get sick.   They are designed to keep you (a) from being esoteric because you can’t feel your own impulses                                         (b) they guarantee that to get rid of it  (seemingly, by burying it ) causes passive amount of pain when you do the esoteric work putting you off.
Illness and disease can be clearing or excess .Worst thing is to die with excess- prana buried. Ok to die clearing.
These modalities are Black Magic – they suppress what needs to be dealt with.
Reiki or any other hands on healing that does not teach the difference between prana and fire.
Bach flower essences
Then you have the 2nd Tier – whilst you do it you can never be soul-full
Chinese herbs
Acupuncture  (oops)
Homeopathy – a bit of prana cannot get you to soul-fullnes. When symptoms appear to be resolved they get pushed into the etheric body to be dealt with in another life.- relies on symptom matching – like other modalities suppresses and does not deal with underlying issues
Bach was originally esoteric but changed and claimed all was created by the mind.
Essential oils OK if used esoterically- felt into not off the chart – only damaging when we symptom match
Counselling has to be dealt with spherically – not symptom based. Have to stop and ask how you got to that in the first place. If presented with anger have to look at the underlying sadness.

 Serge on how the masters are getting tetchy with his flock for not towing the line.

 [ Serge speaks with a dead person who may or may not have existed, and how they will shut down Universal Medicine if the students don’t step up, and why he needs to recruit more practitioners to proliferate ‘the work’ and spread the word of Serge]
Dec 2008
Serge in Ray 1 told us that Djwhal Kuhl has had a serious conversation with him.
Today’s work is the personal imprint of Djwhal Kuhl, it began with Helena Blavatsky, Alice A Bailey and now Unimed. But nothing is set in stone. If the work is converted to knowledge, that is if the students continue to choose to be in the knowledge and  do not live the work, that is- be in the livingness then the Masters will shut down Universal Medicine. The work will taken away from the students until they learn how to live the work . We have already been given more than anyone before- we have been given the clearest explanation of the “way it is” the gentle breath, healing techniques and many other things (yoga, chakrapuncture).
Hierarchy can either leave the livingness inside our body’s so that we can reincarnate back into it OR the Masters can put it in books.
Practitioners who do not get themselves out of the way in order to serve will have to stop working.  
Unimed requires satellites to help do the work – herbs, acupuncture etc. Also requires satellites far away to feed back how things are out in the wider world. Hierarchy wants this to be the plan – the work is expanding and must be shared around for it is too big to be borne by one person. 
 If people do not step up we will be given only  the books to keep us going. Can’t stop the energy outpour so it will be poured into books. The emails will be culled if we do not get our act together. Serge spends 2-3 hrs a day that could be spent writing the books.
Read a paragraph of – Book 1 for Ray 1 energy to clear you .
          Book 2  for Ray 2 energy if you are feeling drained
          Book 3 for Ray 3 to clear your mental energy
Books are another form of honesty that brings it back to you.
Level 4 exposed the momentums in the body. It exposed the poor quality of the organs in the participants – this means that there can be a further 4 levels under this. No acceptance – ulcers on  roof of the  mouth, tongue problems – end up with thyroid problems – holding back your light.
The physical body is the marker of truth – not what your mind thinks.
You can carve yourself out a tunnel of  a life and then for the next few lives  you live in that tunnel you have created instead of living spherically.
You can go from the last ½ of 2nd degree initiate to an Ascended Master in one lifetime or 30 years
For every force there is an equal and opposite force. The same way as we can ascend with such speed, we can also fall at a similar  rate, so a 4thdegree can fall down to a the second half of 2nd degree in the same time or 20 years, if you know the work and make a conscious choice not to do it. The moment you resist you are not only attracting a refined energy from the astral plane but are attracting the attention of the direct servants of the lof . 
[ One wonders why Serge is incredulous when accused of offering no choice to his students]
There is no coincidence that you are here. You are here because of the work you have done in the past as a Cathar or in Persia or as a Pythagorean etc. But if you don’t do something with it and it is not about the knowledge itis about the livingness- the  moment  you resist you are channelling the lords of form.
You are here by karmic right, but if you don’t do something with it “…it will destroy you”.
You have been provided with the livingness, not steps or graduations like the Pythagoreans, the cathars etc. Live gently lovingly, is what is being asked, say things as they are, do not let the moments slip, be honest and loving with people all the time.
 Serge on why you should bestow your money to him and Universal Medicine when you pass to the better side, why giving money to your kids gives you bad karma, and why you shouldn’t dare put caveats on how Serge uses your money. Ingrate!
October 2008
Serge talked about Wills
If you leave a child $10,000 dollars and the kids spend that money to keep them in recognition and identification – excess – that holds you in contraction in your next life.
If you invest wisely in your will this gives you fire in your next life.
If not you leave behind a constant drain on kidney energy and an imprint of a pranic emanation stopping others from being in their centre.
If you give in sympathy no matter how much you give  esoterically you are drained.
Do you clear it from other past lives?
5points of fire everyday, left behind 10points prana, end of the day 5 points of prana.
If you leave a Will to Unimed and you put a lineal condition that it be used to fund those who can’t afford the courses then that is pranic- putting a lineal condition on a spherical nature, not trusting people will know how to best use it.
Cathars – create a livingness to reincarnate into – that momentum lasted 900years.
We are now starting a new movement and it will not finish like the Cathars as this time nothing will stop the work.  As soon as someone really gets and lives the work they become focalisers and will re-incarnate in to other countries becoming a Shamballic point of light on earth spreading all over the world. The student unfolding  will keep coming back into the larger group until you become a developer and then focaliser.

 Serge on the true identity of the “Masters”- and how they have been ‘murderers and rapists”

The Masters
The masters such as the Master Jesus [ not his real name ], St. Germaine, Hilarion, the
master Marco etc
-all have 100s of unheard of equal masters working underneath
-and they in turn have 1000 masters under them
-forming an Ashramic energy
-a coming together choosing to be in group energy
-the Chohan is the leading impulse of that ashramic light
-under that up to 1000s of masters under them holding the energy of that Ashram

Who are They?
a lot of them have been everything we know as horrible in humanity
-murderers, pedophiles, rapist, war mongers etc

-made up of ex-human beings
-that have been in separation from Sanat Kumara
-having come through all that
-having defeated Maya, Glamour and Illusion to come to the truth they then become our
inspiration to deal with our stuff
-in the past it took 900 – 1000 years to defeat
-today we can do all three (maya, glamour, illusion) in one lifetime
-we are the markers of the stuff we have defeated
-to truly serve you have to carry in you the energy of the truth

 Serge on why he is the next in line in great Souls. Buddha, Christ, Serge. Nothing grandiose here.

Aug 2011
The Buddha embodied a new form of mental energy from the Soul – a new
way of thinking from Shamballa – Christ energy/love in the mind
Jesus introduced the Christ energy to the body – Soul energy that could be
Before Jesus and the Buddha the
– only way to be Soulful was to be disciplined was through fasting, no
sex, eating certain foods, hiding away from humanity in a cave

As an aside just for the records Jesus did not break bread and drink wine
The so called last supper was just the last monthly meeting Jesus attended
1986- Master Khatumi became Lord Khatumi and entered into the office of
the Christ
There is a place in Shamballa that has the sole focus of the Soulʼs Plan on
1986 – 1999 is the period that anyone who had served in the Christ Office
got the call
Early 1999 Serge got the call
1+9+8+6 = 6 numerically energy of love
13 years between 1986 – 1999 = 4 – grounding a foundational period for
2000 – double new beginnings
The energy was available at the crown of our head
– For the first time could feel an energetic impulse in our lungs
– Giving us a choice to connect to the All of what we are
– The first time we could access the Soulful Mental Plane
– The energy could ask ʻWhat are you connected to?
– Able to connect to the Soul and move like the Soul
2001The Energy of Light
For the first time we had the ability to embody the Christ energy in our
lymphatic system
Serge could teach connective tissue therapy for the lymphatics
The energy had dropped to the Pineal gland- we all are One all can connect

Serge predicitng more calamity if people/his followers don’t follow his plan.

Our role is to devote ourselves to being human beings until we
understand that we are truly divine and donʼt need this body.
If we donʼt serve the Divine Plan we are serving the Other
The Other – each religion teaches prescribed separation – we are the
chosen ones etc
All of that is the other plan people have invested in when we are supposed
to be all one- all the Sons of God
The words ʻSon of Godʼ simply means the activity of Divinity
Daughters of God – the inactivity of Divinity
Come 2012 there will be the reflection of heaven on earth – all above and
below us
As a result of this there will be more sickness and disease and as Serge
previously predict – contagious cancer.

And the finale, Victoria Lister, who assisted Serge set up  his ‘charity’ on the nature of charities. Totally charming. And again, that metaphor. Why is it so popular with Serge and his retinue?

Victoria     [Lister]
The Universal Medicine Trust
It is still in the planning stages but will be a not for profit organisation / charity, a legal entity, so funds can be donated to it– this structure is the one which best suits what Universal Medicine is all about.- Brotherhood.
Due to her inside knowledge Victoria can ensure that all the boxes are ticked so there are no loop holes – a common problem in not for profit organisations,
 The money with go towards setting up new clinics etc. Next year Serge will announce the Lord Maitreya’s Plan for the work as it will be the 10thAnniversary of Universal Medicine.
 Charity- was discussed as creating a greater platform of prana for the lords of form.
Occultly – the energy of charity is the same as the energy of a paedophilia as it tries to use an innocent expression to disguse its ill pranic ways. Trying to compensate for own guilt through the use of innocent energy.
 Serge said that if the board was ever to stuff up the trust then the karma they would have would be extremely hard to recover from. More will be made available about the trust by Universal Medicine when it is ready

Serge speaks…again and again.

Serge Announces he is the World Teacher and Bringer of Light.

 As recently as June in his UK visit Serge was proclaiming his mastery and hinted that he was the second coming. It saddens us to find that when the opportunity to grasp this destiny presented itself  with a spate of media interest in this rare and enlightened man, that Serge demurred and took to blackening windows and penning media releases in the middle of the night.
Here we find Serge explaining how the ‘science’ of numerology marks him as the world teacher, how fact and perception are wrong, but which one? And that he doesn’t quite understand basic physics. Which is okay because who amongst us really does? (but I guess we don’t claim to have all the knowledge of the universe at hand)
We invite you to read on.

EDG at The Sound Training Centre, UK. June 24th 2012
Serge introduced this EDG as a gift back to us of a personal session based on Esoteric
[The use of the word fact is very loose here. Serge tricks his followers by using this word when he is about to say something non-factual. Because Serge, who claims to have 5th dimensional understanding cannot understand 4 dimensions, I will give him a basic lesson. There are 3 dimensions + time. This is called ‘space-time’. Time, my dear Serge is relative. You like to quote Einstein (or so you think) when it suits you, so lets look at what he learned which changed our perceptions of things completely. Time does not flow in an even manner, and is relative to each perceiver. In fact it is relative to the mass of the body we are close to. Our part of the universe experiences time at a different rate to other parts. The Sun warps space time and gives the ‘illusion or perception’ of the earth circling the sun, when in fact it is traveling in a relative straight line is space time. What’s more, the galaxy is spinning around a galactic centre and also traveling in a more or less straight line in space time. On top of that, the universe is stretching in space time. Therefore, we are not passing the same point ever. It is only someone with a very basic understanding of cosmology that could conceive of that idea. Which makes me wonder how someone who knows everything in the universe could have missed that. But we move on…]
Before doing so he presented the science behind what he presents which is not taught
by any school, religion or teachings anywhere in the world – the important fact that
life is going round and round in circles going no-where but with the
perception/illusion of going somewhere.
[well clearly it is Serge’s perception that is wrong. But this line is designed to confuse the student about fact/perception and introduce a ‘logical fallacy’]
Either the fact or the perception is wrong.
The fact is right, then could the perception be wrong? The perception does not fit the never changing facts.
[onto a different topic now the student is confused. Curiously it is about amassing money. It should be pointed out that Serge is amassing money, and has a family trust to pass onto his family]
It would only make sense if it were cruel. It does not make sense for someone to be incredible corrupt, amass a vast amount of money, leave it to his or her descendants and get away with it. Truth, Oneness, Brotherhood, Love, Harmony and Joy makes sense.
[ It seems like Serge has now got his students believing what he says are ‘facts’ and perceptions. Interesting he has changed relationships and countries]
One cannot escape. One can change country, relationship but cannot escape your consequences. There are Energetic Laws and the Esoteric is respectful of Energetic Law – the Facts.
[Serge ‘never’ tells people what to eat. However, a faifthful student might now think twice about eating fruit. And how dare people have pleasure! Outrageous.  And those dairy farmers and cane growers. Shame]
We are lied to and it is our fault because we allow ourselves to be lied to. All the industries – dairy, tobacco, sugar, alcohol, etc – lie. We want their products, we want the pleasure, the buzz. Practically all fruits in Australia now are grown for their sweetness and are not possible to eat.
[He who casts the first stone Serge…]
Religions can lie and do whatever they want so long as we get what we want. We want that more than the corruption. Pedophilia is allowed so long as it is not our child. The UN assists in the sex trade.
[ Yes, by eating sugar and drinking milk I am avoiding the truth. Now lets introduce some false dilemma’s and biased statistics and then make a wild claim that emotions are worse than pollution so I can try to get the students emotionless (click on the link to find information about global warming due to industrialization, and number of earthquakes which unsurprisingly have not increased at all)]
What makes changes is our energetic attitude, not marching in the streets. ‘As long as
I am getting my dairy, my sugar, my whatever I will allow things to carry on.’ Do not point the finger at someone else but at one self. 380 million plus diabetes in the world, cancer and other illnesses, all increasing. The planet also wants to heal – 3 times the average number of tornadoes in theUSA last year, earthquakes increasing etc. Anger, sadness affects the planet more than pollution.
As long as we get our pleasure it does not matter but as soon as we do not get what we want it does matter.
[Back to the schoolboy misconception about the rotation of the sun.]
Day and night, a week, month, a year give the illusion of moving forward but in fact we are just
going round-and- round. The perception is wrong. The fact is right. We, the planet, are going round and-round on the spot and then going round and round the sun. So we, the planet, keep crossing over and over the same spot. Itis like a merry-go-round –sitting on the horse going up and down and round-and-round while your parents are standing on the same spot watching you. Not going anywhere but keep coming back to the same place. The ‘outside’ – cars, buildings etc – may be get better but the human body is not better – illness and disease has increased and is increasing.
[Now that the student is sufficiently confused about what is fact or perception and has a crude metaphor of going around and around by someone who doesn’t understand what is actually happening we move into ‘a science’]
Life, this life on earth, is a school. A great life to learn and expand. We are POURED/given/blessed from every angle in the universe help to get us back to who we truly are.
We have demonstrated we have free will by choosing to go against the Laws. So this school offers sciences to help.
[ this is not a science. And Serge’s interpretation is laughable, but we press on]
The Science of Numerology.
Prana Everything is in it – paradise, hell etc
Fiery How it is or is not The Plan This is for every planet
To help us we are given cycles and constellations.
[ Aquarius is an air sign. Serge never seems to get this right. Followed by unintelligible waffle]
We are now in the Aquarian Cycle. The cycle of water which is the symbol of consciousness. We are more water than any other substance. Therefore this world is about consciousness not the physical but we focus on the physical and not the quality of consciousness. This is because we want recognition. Very few are truly serving in Fire – we want something for Self. If we get a greater awareness of Self, it is because we experience Self. While going nowhere we are given all the blessings – the drop in love, the New Era.
[An introduction into how Serge is the “world teacher”, and the second coming and why his numbers are perfect, and how he has managed to outwit the lords of form and even his family. I must point out t that this sort of grandiose sense of self supports my view of narcissism]
The World Teacher must be able to relate to everybody, man or woman. To do so he
must have had the experience of life and to have gone through all the experiences of
everybody else. Serge has done this.
The Teacher must represent the number 2 as it the 2nd coming. Because in present social time a woman would not be listened to, so it had to be a man.
He needs to be a 5th Degree Initiate but needs to come in as a 2nd Degree and to a family that is very non-esoteric so he is not noticed by the Lords of Form. To awaken him it has to be when his age adds up to 8 (8, 17, 26, 35). It has to be an age when he is able to protect himself, when he is not likely to get distracted as when a teenager and it has to close to the coming of the New Era with some time to assimilate the awakening. Hence 35 and in 1999.
[Serge’s birthday is 26/3/1964=4) He needs a 4 to bring the foundation of the Flow of Life, the bringer of the Livingness, the Bringer of Light. He is the first person ever to teach with the openness and directness of the Truth on Earth that he does. So he needs a 3.
Enough of Serge speak for today. Time to ruminate on the wisdom and truths exposed by Serge and his own words.

Serge Speaks….again.

More Serge Speak [Part 2]

Serge gives us his views on everything, again. More of the same, a little self promotion and some magic dust and presto! More thought reform and a few more pounds in the pot. Look out for the 10 year old staying with Serge and family on the weekends.
In this edition we have proclamations of Evil, the only music in the world, children staying at the Benhayons house unsupervised and unintelligible waffle. Please join us…

EDG October 2010

[ the usual preamble to remind the student why they are there and the rationale behind the edifice of Serge’s shambollic ideas]

Expression is Everything
– every plane of life has a consciousness
– in the occult sense everything is just consciousness- levels,planes of created life etc.
– everything that exists is a reflection of the Divine
– each level of consciousness has itʼs own reflection/life
– our goal is to match the occult consciousness
– this cannot be done on earth because we are in physical form
– physical form did not come from Divinity
– but we can match the Soul plane consciousness – ( it is like life on Sirius)
– the Soul is the highest reflection on earth – physical form is not itʼs preferred body, as it
was created in separation
– life in a consciousness is expression
– everything that occurs is an expression
– every move, word, action, how you stand etc.
– everything is contributing to expression, contributing to that consciousness
Serge moves his hand – according to Occult consciousness this movement is felt
– because we do come from the Occult consciousness there is in the psyche of the spirit
an enormous amount of shame having walked away from Glory
– to counter this shame the spirit is fighting you in feeling that shame
– the l of f give force to that shame [ emotional, astral activity ] and we create our own
karma by putting up a guard
– with that guard in place we create a new meaning for life when we are in fact Glorious
There are only two voices that can come through youthe Soul and the Astral
– the Soul will express feeling all and including all
– the Astral stimulates individualism
– we cap ourselves by expressing in prana cutting ourselves off from our Soul connection
[A warning that gives the punter ultimate responsibility and reminds them to choose Serge’s way]
The Law of Attraction
– in individualism we use the the Law of Attraction that puts out what we need to come\ back to us
– whether it is fame or chronic disease, all is a point of attraction for recognition
– a beggar is a spirit adoring the attention as much as a celeb on the red carpet, taking
your kidney energy the moment you drop and give them attention
– we cut ourselves off from feeling any connection with the soul but the soul is still there
– anything you do not from the soul you have called in the astral
– everyone has connection with their soul but choose to ignore it and call in the astral
The great illusion is if you reject the plan and work for the astral plane.
– you are either Divine or Astral
Serge presents to us what we already know
– every single man knows what Serge knows
– we need to reach a level of honesty to leave the possibilities open
– this is the situation on earth
– the goal of the astral plane is to make sure the astral energy gets dropped into our
bodies – emotions are high on the astral plane
– those on the astral plane are super intelligent when it comes to energetic knowledge compared to us
– we were here a long time ago in etheric form before we became physical
– we got a buzz feeling something thicker than us and we went in
and sold out to the astral
The greatest evil is the ones that give the reflection of a ʻgreat lifeʼ
– those that have done well with the help of the l of f
– Hitler was is reaction to that – we removed Hitler like we remove a tumor but not the
energy it came from
– without looking at the root cause, the energy still goes on
– the ʻbadʼ are not really bad they are in reaction to something that they have denied
The Law of Magnetic Pull
– you can write music that is nice to the ears and devastating to the body
– like food that tastes great but is devastating to the body
The other way of life is totally different – with the 5 senses being used by the Soul
Channelling comes from the astral plane, into the empty person – feeding the astral plane
From the soul plane – You receive the soulʼs light on earth by reflection
You bring in a package, an,impress
You reflect it, you become it
Expression creates reflection – a unit of Magnetic Pull
The Soul does not send energy down to an empty person like the Astral plane does
If a person chooses to be soulful the Soul says ʻI can use thatʼ
Serge can only pull in what his Soul drops in – another pulls in what their Soul drops in
– it is too much for one person to hold everything from the Soul
– people feel ʻthatʼs the truthʼ – call in their Soul – immediately become the impress of the
Soul plane then they also emanate and inspire another to do the same.
– make a difference to humanity by you being a reflection of who you truly are – they will
come to you without a guard
– If you go out to help them their guard will come up
– just by being a living example – they come to you and ask ʻ what are you doing?ʼ –
Answer that it is a choice –
The Divine plan is to create many points of light to emanate the reflection of the Soul plane on earth
[ The ‘only’ sound on Earth is Chris James and his sons music? certainly one must have developed an ear on soul to listen to this, because to human ears the alleged music is a travesty. Poor old Juzzie cant yet cut it, but I am sure he will get there in due time and when he has done his penance]
Astral songs are deliberately feeding your emotions- putting you into a situation you can relate to. Songwriters feed people a story to escape into Its not teaching you or breaking a consciousness- it is making you enjoin
The Soul creates music that travels out creating emanation – giving you a moment of
nothing entering – allowing you to feel your own beauty
Astral sound knows how to enter your body
– if you knew the energy of the melody you wouldnʼt let it enter
The only true sound on earth is Chris James and the album Michael and Emma- Lee willbe putting out
– Juzzieʼs music is not quite there but doesnʼt penetrate- Serge is holding the energy as it is Juzzieʼs first go
[It’s intriguing to contrast this against UM’s public statements: “UM FAQ’s Page“- which typically try to dilute the absolutism of his ‘philosophies’ and mask that behind ‘choice’. The students are active participants in this deception]

Walk with your Heart – Chris James and Serge Benhayon
The Soul can produce a single song that attracts people that are looking for something
Walk with Your Heart – Chris Jamesʼ new album will resonate with a first degree to a fifth degree initiate There are songs on the album that prepare people for all stages ofunfoldment back to themselves
– songs that say ʻthis is the choice there is to be madeʼ
– some do not even know that there is a choice to be made.
Music can be made, [ Walk with your Heart is an example of this], that is initiating
possibility – creating a bridge and also relaying that this is the work – that there is love tobe done
[ Serge wants you to buy his eyepillows. By all accounts they are massive sellers]
The highest expression that Serge has put out on earth is the eye pillows- even when the scent goes they are still blessed
 [ Are you going to be doing the ‘work’ and on the side of good when the the Fire accelerates? more commitment]

Serge showed us how we can choose to be clear, command it and it is so.
Just be with yourself – feel the possibilities. In the new era make a choice and change the position to love – wonʼt need the gentle breath meditation unless very pranic and then it can be used as a bridge.
There will be another drop of Soul- full energy in December, so we will see more
intensification as the Soul gets closer, but for those who are choosing Fire there will be an acceleration in their Kurekshetra, after 2012 this will help those in the intensity, in their calamity to see who is truly clear to seek out for help.
[This is alarming. Serge should not be telling parents how to deal with their children given what he has done to his. Children staying at his house, given the question mark over the genesis of his current primary relationship? very concerning indeed]
Children and Parents
We need to claim our truth in all aspects of our life- especially with our young
– they have the ability to connect to their soul as a fourth degree initiate with freedom of expression
– give them the ability to express as it truly is – for this can clear them
– allow them to express how they feel – without giving off an energy of what you want to hear. Natalie read out an Email that was sent by the mother of ten year old Maddy from Perthwho stayed the weekend at the Benhayons.
When asked about her stay she said it was great and that Natalie and Miranda were
beautiful women. ʼLike usʻ said one of her friends – ʼNoʼ replied Maddy….. ʻthey are like blown up balloons and you are like balloons too, but you are deflated and you try to blow yourself up but then you you pop yourselves or let yourselves down.ʼ
– through the language of the soul Maddy gave all the women in her life and all of us a reading.
– she showed how we are all equals, all being balloons, but how we choose to make
ourselves less
– if the mother had energetically not wanted to be exposed the child will feel this and will feed you something that wonʼt upset or expose you
– Parents donʼt realize how they sabotage their kids from speaking the truth because they donʼt want to be exposed by the light of their children
Maddy also expressed how she was having trouble at school. She said that she was
struggling with herself and realized that it was like having a tug of war with herself and all she had to do was to let go.- and let herself be – didnʼt blame school, school etc.- instead claim responsibility- the fault is mine.
The reason a child will blame other kids etc. is because that is what the parent wants to hear.
As parents we suppress the light in our children so as not to be shown up
Parents crush kids because parents love a tug of war
Parentsʼ life is the issue – of not taking their light forward- so sabotage the children
The key is to allow your children to express the Truth and allow that truth to expose you.
Can bring light to your children by being Role Models
As 2012 draws near children will be more able to connect to their soul. They will come out with some amazing soul- full truth, very easily as the Soul plane is right there. The Astral plane knows this and so finds ways to counter .
[ When Serge doesnt like a movie, it certainly gets a bad rating. EVIL. One wonders if music is such a worry, why movies and TV are not generally commented upon. Could it be that there is no money in this for Serge therefore it doesn’t warrant consideration? And imagine if all the students had all that time on their hands to email him their every pranic though? dear me]
One way is through the media. Serge has found a movie even more evil than Avatar,
called The Last Air Bender. It was based on a cartoon that was full of light – about light -with a boy that could change the world of form with his light. When he used his power light would come up his spine and light up his crown and pineal gland. In the movie they have replaced the light with tattoos that run up his spine and finish at his third eye and to top it off he trains in Martial Arts to develop his powers – whereas in the cartoon the movie is based on, he just naturally had them!
All we can do is…..
Choose Fire…
Walk with Gentleness and Grace….
Why Wait….
There is a River of love inside you…..
There Love to be Done
With Love

The Denial of This Life

Universal Medicine wants you to stop living this life so you can live better in the next. Should it exist.


It goes without saying that a member of Serge’s group must believe in spirits, souls, re-incarnation, karma. It is a prerequisite of membership. Of course, for many who struggle with the concept that there might be an all-knowing omnipotent God, accepting Serge’s very nuanced, fanciful and fantastic doctrine of life-denial is impossible.

Denying the present moment is a feature of all fundamentalists religions and cults. The leader and members become focused instead on a future reward. In the case of Universal Medicine it is the rewards of moving up the initiates chart, cleared karma and a better incarnation in the distant future. That these things might not exist is irrelevant to the member who is prepared to make the sacrifice of this life, god-given as it may be, for a hypothetical future one. In other words, your reward in heaven will be great provided you are prepared to sacrifice this life now.

Self Denial is an agent of change and sacrifice which empowers the follower, as it is one of the few acts of volition we have in our mortal arsenal. Serge encourages denial of the self as a ritual of membership of his cult. He offers the student the opportunity to participate in his rituals of choice in all forms of their life, the mutual reward being a feeling of empowerment for the student and adherence for Serge.

Abrogation of the world as ‘bad’ or ‘evil’ is a hallmark of life denying religions such as fundamental Christianity and Islam, and some eastern mystical traditions which characterises the world as flawed, evil, an illusion, Maya, and so forth, insisting that by denying the world, enlightenment will follow.

From a recent post on this blog from a student describing the self denial process:

“Yes, sometimes it is a burden to think about prana and fire all the time, as you want to cheat. I’ll explain. In a sense, every choice narrows down to a single question. Is what you are doing/eating/seeing/thinking love for your body? This question is calibrated feeling still first, then you ask your question (e.g. is drinking coffee love for my body?). If you break your stillness, then you can say that it is not good for your body..”

The student is in a constant state of ‘work’ as to the right choice of “good” and ‘bad” [prana/fire in Serge’s purloined parlance]  They believe that by making certain choices they are being more ‘loving’ to themselves. However, those choices are relative to the doctrine; many other cults/religions offer choices or edicts that contradict Universal Medicines and naturally those members feel exactly as the UM member does. The effect is actually in making the choice, not necessarily in the choice itself. 

This extends to the students concept of their existence. The entire basis for making ‘loving’ choices ( ie, fiery ) is to enjoy more perfect future lives. Acceptance in this sense refers to a subjugation to these (Serge’s) concepts, which of course could equally be replaced with any other from the pantheon of belief systems available in the human construct.

“As for ideas of future and past incarnations, they are not really a burden if there is an acceptance. For past incarnations the acceptance is just to know that what you put out in the past is here in the present. For future incarnations the acceptance learn to live with love so that when you come around to it you will find love waiting for you.”

Typical of a cultist/fundamentalist mindset, the follower believes that their way is the right way; superior and more enlightened. Shifting or opposing the standard social paradigm is essential in creating a tension within the member, otherwise what is the point of following the system? ( or in this case, doing ‘the work’) By definition, the standard paradigm is flawed- deceptive, manipulative, illusory, full of trickery and deceits- whereas the acquired paradigm ‘reveals’ those traps and offers a superior alternative to which the follower can adhere. Universal Medicine is masterful in this approach, using EDG’s and meetings to re-iterate how society, science, religion, ( big) business, eduction, pharmacy and health industries and medicine manipulate and falsify facts in order to ensnare the ordinary person and keep them trapped in their ‘spirit’ and ‘lower mind’- a sort of cosmic conspiracy with the Lords of Form overseeing errant ‘spirit’ who are uber determined to keep souls trapped in carnal bodies.

By enforcing this bi-polar world view on the follower they are forced into an unceasing paradox of living in the world while judging it and it’s inhabitants ( friends, colleagues, family members, children, partners, spouses) as under the influence of negative or even evil agents. Naturally, their ‘choices’ are met with resistance which proves that the choice they are making is right.

 “As for astral/entity/energetic attacks they are becoming less of a burden. The reason is that you learn to accept more and more that any changes outside societies norm are generally met with resistance. Here is an example:
You change your food style to what your body wants — you meet the resistance of those who associated you with eating a food of some sort (e.g. ice cream, coffee, etc). Suddenly most people will go into thinking “you are not my buddy anymore, we used to have drinks/coffee/ice cream all the time”. This also has certain implications as suddenly your limit of places to hang out becomes severely limited, your friends might also be offended. “

A method that simplifies this process of thought reform associated with this world-view,  is reducing complex ideas to simple words and catchphrases. This is called meta-loading; impregnating words with meaning that has logic and resonance to the follower, underscoring their thinking and forming a group language which normalises their adopted bi-polar view.
Prana, Fire, calibrated, stillness, livingness, regard, acceptance, love, resistance, social norm etc, in the context of Universal Medicine are in fact neologism’s as they represent key ideas peculiar to the group that form the logic of the system. Over time, the followers brains literally become re-rewired with these concepts making it increasingly difficult for them to view the world any other way. ( This is a reason why thought reform effects can take years to dissolve even when an ex group member has consciously decided to leave the group)

Once the follower has familiarised themselves with key concepts and absorbed their ‘meaning’ individually or in a group either by study, indoctrination and slow burn  thought reform methodology- be it Universal Medicine, Raelians, Seventh Day Adventists, Mormons, Scientologists, or the local church leader who has declared himself a messenger of God- it becomes increasingly difficult for them to understand and rationalize alternatives.

Humans are pack animals. We crave leadership, and we fear the unknown. A primal desire is to understand and confront our own mortality. The world, nay,  the universe is immense and mysterious. Our place in it is fleeting and perhaps, we feel, without purpose.

Cult Leaders are successful for one common reason. They posses highly unusual un-prevaricating personality. They believe what they are presenting. Doubt rarely or never creeps into their minds like it does the common person. That this ability is in fact a personality disorder cannot be understood by the follower in advance as they themselves have no experience of that. Their world is one of doubt, questions, fears, uncertainties. The Leader represents an ideal of themselves and a world-view they crave; contradictions simply mean they have failed to grasp the genius of the leader, which is evident by their relentless passion for their vision. 

Criticism of the leader is understood to be because they are even less evolved or do not understand the world view that he or she is presenting. Of course the follower cannot conceive that their construct is one of tens of thousands and that it’s veracity is no more or less, and that the leader themselves is simply a mortal with an unusual psychological profile. In Serge’s case this has been explored here in earlier posts.